This is the story of a girl<3

livejournal+ me= OVER

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 12:11:03 GMT

I've decided that im done with this thing...no more spending time writting about how fricken sad i am or how bad my day was just to see who will comment saying "ohhh i loveee you danielle". Everything about livejournal seems so fake and silly to me now.

But i will say that this journal has documented a large part of my life, some of these entries really meant a lot to me when i wrote them. I can't even stand to go back and read some of my entries now...i hate when things r over (not this thing exactly). andd wirtting things out just doesn't cut it for me anymore, i just end up confusing myself to no end. Theres too much in my head to begin to sort through, and im left completly drained of emotion....

So this is it, the end of an era some might say. Thanks for reading and commenting,

I love you all more than you know (and more than some of you care to know)

im sucha dorkk<3

Yo western 3...... yo wassup g!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 01:27:33 GMT

T.O Guys!!!!!!!!!!!
So its been quite some time since i've written in here and most of you have not heard from the new danielle....the danielle who would rather climb a mountain than go to the mall, the danielle who realizes she can do anything, the danielle who now sees that what clothes you wear and how you look do not and should not control your life, the danielle who sees everything and everyone for their inner beauty, the danielle who knows there is more to the world than westbloomfield, the danielle who has been completly changed and inspired by a summer out west and last but not least the danielle who has fallen head over heels in love with 23 campers, 6 staff members and all of the western united states<3

So i'm back from my summer on western 3 and the thing i want most at this moment is just to be back on western, on the top of angels landing or in the middle of a longgg bus ride on the lovely blue lakes bus
# 4057. This summer was completly incredible and im going to have to leave it at that because firstly it just can not be understood and secondly because i will just start to cry again if i think about it too much!

With a new outlook on life im ready to face my sophomore year at the academy. I know now that my life will take on a new meaning.

Anyway just so everyone knows whats going to be going down for the next little while, i will be going on a possibly lame family vacay to Mertyl Beach in South Carolina for the next week. Uhmmm and right now my cells broken so until its fixed (which might be a while) im stealing my brothers phone and u can reach me on it at...1-248-990-0942!!!! Call it all the time!
Then the week after that i'll be at home so if you wanna hang out u kno how to reach me. I miss chud like no other but soon enough he will be home!

So right now its kinda hard for me, being at home and not waking up on the tarp next to the greatest people in the whole world. It was said to us by ben on the fourth night of our trip how in some ways its hard to understand why walking up a mountain is so special and rewarding but in other ways its the simpilest thing in the world. I now understand that. I kno i have changed this summer, but there is still a lot to figure out. I know when we all entered the adat shalom parking lot we were scared to death because wewere faced with having to figure out the person we would be for the rest of our lives and we wanted nothing more than to turn the bus around and head back to Iowa. So while i'm making the western reality, my reality in life be sure to talk with me and stuff....

O and BTW...
take it off, do it!
Creepy Teepee
Storm Trooper Stalker Talks
AAAWWWWEEEESSSOOOMMMEEEEEE
water apreciation month
Slingo
Jobby
and sooooooooooo much more

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy<3

So its quite early still but i might head off to bed, sleeping with my sweatshirt, wacky mac box, buffalo and pictures of my w3 family by my side i will be able to get a good night of sleep. So goodnight to....
Sammi
J.Gor
Molly
Elyse
Laura
Alex
David
Ian
RAffi
Ilene
Becca P.
Becca W.
Chelsea
Rachel
Alli
Raquel
Jason
Brandon
Jordan
Brian
Eric
Jacob
Dave
Loren
Alex
Ben
Katie
Emily
Kim
Renea

I LOVE YOU ALL more than you can possibly begin to imagine<3 xoxoxo Danni Rae

2mmorow, 2mmorow i love ya 2mmorow, your only a day away<3

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 17:11:25 GMT

This is so flipping unreal.....in 12 hours and 20 minutes i'll be leaving for western! You have no idea how excited i am, its going to be so amazing! Really random middle of nowhere places with my best friends in the whole world, honestly what could be better! but it still really hasn't setteled in that im leaving 2mmorow...maybe cause none of my friends that im leaving really seem to care...most of them r already at camp anyways! But i'm still so so so so so so so excited for w3 baby, i'm a little nervous for hiking and such but w/e its gonna be so so so so so so so so so so so so amazing....

I miss chud tons and tons. Its seriously so hard being here without him, only 52 days till i can see him again<3

SO this is my last update beofre i leave for my trip and i'd just like to say i love you all and you best be writting me tons of letters.........

11 hours and 49 minutes<3

Leave comments!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh boy :(

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 11:51:46 GMT

Its offical....9 minutes ago my whole world got on a bus and left me for 2 whole months. Ahhhhhhh, i don't know what im going to do without him...hes my best friend and i love him sooooooo much...these 2 months r going to be insanity without him! But i know hes gonna have such a blast....i serisouly can't wait for that one day in august when he gets home..i'm going to be the happiest girl in the whole wide world...
So yesterday, chud came over and we basically just hung out, enjoyed our last day together before he left. We went to maxx and ermmas for lunch and then ran a quick camp errand for me. I gave him all his camp stuff...ahhh his bus letter was so insanley longggg...then it was time to say goodbye. Ughhh i was so proud of myself, i only cried a little in front of him. B/c chud doesn't do crying ppl lol. When i drove away i watched him out the window for as long as i could...it was pitiful lol. Last night i tried so hard to keep my mind off of him leaving, but i ended up crying lots..almost a fully sleepless night. So i got up at 6:45 to wait for him to call and say he was leaving...he called at like 6:50 and o gosh i miss that boy.

HOnestly guys, help me to keep my mind off of this or else i'll be a mess.....
Well, i think im done, possibly pans with mayer today...call if u wanna come over or go out somewhere with us...
Comment with love<3 xoxoxox

Heyyy lovess

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 18:33:58 GMT

Alrighty so far summer break has been nice, nothing too special really....
Last night a buncha ppl came over and we just hung out pretty much. Not seeing my jamd kids every day makes me crazzyyy!!! We ate lots of food and played frisbee lol...WHAT FUN! Seriously tho, i had a blast guys...love you all like crazy insane amounts! ppl stayed and we watched the game...yay pistions!! fun times....i'm gonna miss you all oh so much this summer!

Well today has been boring so far..my brothers last day of skool was 2day so i took him out for ice cream cause im just that kool lol! Anyway later 2night after shabbat dinner...i'm going to mellisas and that should be fun... gotta love her...

ANYWAYS...guys don't forget to write me while im on western! I seriously love love love getting letters.. here are the adresses for our 2 mail stops...

Danielle DePriest
C/o Tamarack Camps Travel Trip #3
General Delivery
Moab UT 84532
HOLD FOR PICK-UP>>>>>>>>>>>>> So basically if u send letters to that spot i'll get them on the 11th day of my trip...but like after the fourth of july...write to this adress...

Danielle DePriest
C/o Tamarack Camps Travel Trip #3
General Delivery
Jackson WY 83002
HOLD FOR PICK-UP

If you write i will soooo love you lol! Anyway...kinda a silly pointless entry...love youu...
Comment w/ur summer adress if u want me to write (or comment if ur gonna write meee) xoxox<3<3

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:01:02 GMT

Are you...
(x) in love
(x) wearing pants
(x) wearing a shirt
(x) wearing a bra
( ) wearing boxers
( ) a victim
( ) single
(x) taken
(x) weird
( ) awesome
( ) lonely- not really most of the time
(x) tired
( ) black
(x) white
(x) tired of labels

do
you...
( ) like to cry- i wouldn't say i like to....but i do a lot
(x) eat ramen noodles
(x) love school
(x) love dorks
( ) love me
(x) love your LJ
( ) kick ass
( ) like shirley temples
( ) worship someone
( ) have a girlfriend
(x) have a boyfriend
(x) love your girlfriend/boyfriend
(x) tell your girlfriend/boyfriend you love them
( ) think you're going to break up with girlfriend/boyfriend in the future
( ) secretly hate them
(x) own a thong
(x) sing in the shower
( ) hate bush
( ) hate kerry
( ) hate america
(x) hate where you live-sometimes
( ) love bush
( ) love kerry
( ) love america
( ) not care about politics.

have you ever..
(x) started a fire
(x) told someone you loved them
( ) told someone you hated them
(x) been in a taxi
( ) been to NYC
(x) been on a train
(x) been on an airplane
(x) left the country
(x) lied to someone you love- lol i think i lied to my mom once
(x) wanted to die- i thought i wanted to once...but of course i really didn't
(x) felt everything was perfect
(x) kissed someone of the opposite sex
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) regretted kissing someone
(x) been in love
(x) taken a dance class
(x) went somewhere via subway
( ) went somewhere via horse- allergic to horses...YUCK
(x) went somewhere via monorail
( ) went somewhere via scooter
( ) snuck out
( ) gotten caught sneaking out
( ) been walked in on
( ) hated someone
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) broken a bone
( ) got surgery
(x) been made fun of
( ) kicked someones ass
( ) literally kicked someones ass
(x) wished you were someone else
(x) cried because you were happy
( ) made a layout
( ) been rejected from a community
(x) been rejected from a clique
( ) failed a class
(x) tripped and fell on your face
(x) tripped and fell on your
ass
(x) lost something important
(x) lost someone important
(x) seen something you shouldn't have

So Whats Your Name: Danielle
Your FULL Name: Danielle Rachel DePriest
Do you like it?: everything aside from my last name is muy bien
If you could change it...what would you change it too?: uhhhmmm....dunno really
Age: 15
Hair Color: brown
do you like your hair color?: sure
is it your real color?: yess

Lets talk about School
What are your schools colors?: blue and white?!?!
Favorite Class?: ummmm i would have to say...english or rabbinics
Favorite Teacher?: Mrs. Herold
Least Favorite Class?: Physics (NOT ANYMORE THO!!!!!!!!!!)
Do you like school in general?: its fine

Favorites!
Color: pink
Movie(s): breakfast club and almost famous<3
TV Show(s): mtv stuff i guess
Food: sushi
Drink: water
Gum: ummm...mint gum?!
Band: postal service
Singer: no cluee
Song: mmm i like a lotta songs but wonderwall is by far my favorite
Actress: no clue
Actor: ummm dunno
Nail Polish Color: pink i guess
Lip Gloss (for girls): clear
Outfit: ummm...cute skirt and a disney top lol
Store: hmmmm disney store is deff. at the top of my list lol
Restaurant: sushi
Fast Food Place: yuckky
Ice Cream: cake batter...yumm
Dessert: ice cream lol
soft drink: diet coke (im not drinking it anymore tho)
gatorade flavor: SICK....gatorade is one of the most disgusting things ever

First and Lasts
Last movie you saw in the theatre: uhmmm...its been a while...don't remember
Last movie you rented: ummmm the other day chud and i watched shattered glass from the on demand thing
Last IM: chud
Last Email: i e-mailed elizabeth a few days ago
Last person you called: my mommy
last person to see you cry: i think everyone in skool lol
last book you read: yeah ummmm....romeo and juliet? in skool
last thing you ate: cereal
last thing you drank: water
last time you regretted taking this quiz: never

Your Opinions On
Britney Spears: w/e
Guys wearing Pink: w/e floats ur boat
Paris Hilton:ummm i dont see why everyone loves her
Eating Disorders: stupid
Teen Magazines: ummmm they r ok i guess
Mary-Kate Olsen: i loveee full house lol
Computers: good stuff
Family Vacations: silly
George Bush: whatever
Girls dating Younger Guys: kinda a little weird but w/e
metosexuals: ummmm fine
Kabbalah: the kind of kabbalah that is in the media right now is stupid and fakee
Abortion: pro-choice
Ashley Olsen: full house<3
Ebay: weird a little
Ugg Boots: i guess they r ok...i made sucha big deal about getting mine and now i dont like them
Your Love Life: ol if you care enuf u alredy kno
Who was your first crush: yeah...dont remember
Do you have a crush right now?: uhhmmm a boyfriend
Would you care to share?: DANIEL JOSEPH CHUDNOW
Who is your dream guy/girl: see above
do you have a super secret crush that only you know about?: no...chud knows about him also

Future
do you plan on attending college: yeah.
if yes, where?: maybe/hopefully UofM.
what do you want to be when you grow up?: teacher
How many kids do you want?: 3 ish
what will you name them: Lyala and ari and something else
do you want to get married?: yeah.
describe your dream wedding: ummmm no cluee
do you want to move out of state, if so were?: sure why not

Randomness
What are the first three contacts in your cell phone?: alphabetical order
what color are your sheets: pink stripes
what are you wearing right now: roots sweats and a tank top
Whats the dumbest movie youve ever seen?: ummm dunno
do you sing in the shower: sheyaaa
what perfume/cologne do you wear?: victoria secret smell good stuff lol
honestly, do you like britney spears?: no
do you get along with your parents: sometimess
shags or spiked?: ummmm????
this is question 101 are you ready for this to be over?: YES!.
what do you get at starbucks: vanilla bean frapacino lol
favorite type of bagel: salt
favorite school dance youve been too: sadies<3
do you attend football games at your school: no football team lol
do you hate the cheerleaders at your school?: dont have any lol
are you wondering why you are still taking this?: yeahhh
do you still sleep with a baby blanket?: no
what about a stuffed animal?: teddie bear from my lovee
have you ever tried playing millionaire online? no
Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch: not sucha fan
do you know anyone famous?: no sirr
if so who?: ---
name three things special to you: friends, camp, bf
name something your scared of: dying/shots
what kinda of shampoo do you use: brilliant brunnete
whats your opinion on guys with bleached hair?: w/e

First weekend of the summer update<3<3

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 18:39:49 GMT

Alrighty then...these past 2 days have been awesome..i hung out with kidss whom i absolutley loveeee....
So...Friday morning i went and took my bible final..which i wasn't ready for but i think i did alrighty. Chudnow like wrote a whole novel for his essays! So then...we waited until leor was done and just chilled around with people. I was so annoyed i had to clean out my locker and take down my pictures cause i loveee my locker...its in sucha good spot...i better not get reassigned! Anyways...when Leor was done with her grossman final my mom picked us all up and we went to lunch! It was nice..just to be out of skool was amazing! Then we all walked back to my house singing old school tamarack cheers<3 So chud, leor and i hung out around my house until my daddio picked us up and drove us to the party! Wowie that was fun fun! I wasn't planning on swimming but it was super HOTT and my whole grade was basically in the pool lol so teddie and i jumped in and it was cutee! Losta funn @ the party!!!!
Kelli- U did an amazing job planning this one...its been an awesome year working with you on student gov
Amanda- Thanks tons for hosting..everyone had a blast..ur so sweet<3
After the party, the biggest chud picked us up and drove me and leor back to my house where we hung around and got ready for shabbat dinner and such. Then we had dinner and spent basically the rest of the night talking about camp. We are so damn excited. A feww funny convos that night..my i love that girl<3
The next morning we woke up and had breakfast outside and chilled around and played some outburst lol..
we were waiting for ppl to get home from shul so they could come over...so i called chud and he came over and we called sarah like a bazzillion times but we didn't get her. So basically chud, leor and i spent the afternoon playing scrabble and singing on my porch. We had some dinner and chud taught us a card game thats really fun! Funn day...very chill. We went on a walk and showed off olms to leor lol and then walked to chuds...ate some more and walked back to my house...IN THE RAIN! That was fun...lol we didn't stop singing the whole wayy lol. So somehow we managed to kill enough time that my dad came and picked us all up and we went to get hannah. Hannahs hair looks so gorgeous<3 so we went to relay for life and that was uhmm interesting/fun. We basically walked around and hung out the whole night. I met some kids from my western and other kids....exciting!
Thenn....we decided we were hungrey at like midnightish...and walked to 7-11...SKETCHY MUCH?!?!?!?!?!
so that was slightly scary but i was hungrey cause im a fatty! lol....we went back to relay for life and most ppl had left so hannah and leor walked more and chuddy and i sat and talked..hmmmm <3 him! Hannahs dad picked us up at like 2 in the morning and drove leor and i back to my house and we went right to sleep....
This morning leor and i watched a little 50 first dates...cutee movie..then she went home. I LOVE THAT GIRL SO MUCHO!
Nowww i'm at my dads house fun (i think not) and this evening im not so sure whats up but hopefully things will work out how i want them to.
I decided that its gonna be so weird not being at main camp this summer. For five years, i've gotten on the bus went to camp and known what to expect. This summer i totally don't know what to expect and im so so so excited don't get me wrong it just makes me nervous. I think a lot of us are nervous cause we have no clue how this will turn out. I know we are going to have the summer of our lives tho..cause i mean all my best friends and i taking over the west for 5 weeks..whats not to love! I'm so not readyy for all the hiking either but...if i fall off any mountains just know i love you all lol...
Also the whole not seeing chud for 2 months might just kill me...uhmmm i love him a lot...its gonna be hard but i'll do it!
Oh boyy do i love summer..what a longg update....so comment..uhmmm im hanging out with every single one of youu lol

SO MUCH FLIPPING SUMMER LOVE-Danielle Rachel

Finals week.....day two.....

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 10:24:21 GMT

Alirghty so yesterday was the second day of finals week and that means....MATH FINAL...ughhh....
So i woke up and got dressed and stuff and then we went and picked up ppl and drove to skool... got started on my math final and 2 hours and 2 bluebooks later i was done. That test was a huge pain in my ass and half the stuff on there was not on the reveiw guide...nice one rabbi!
Anyways after that i called chud to tell him i was done and that i was comming over.. So my mom came and got me and drove me to chuds! We had fun...very chill...mmmmm i <3 summer and that boyy<3<3 So i prettty much spent the day there...
then i came home, studied a little for my bible final and had dinner...
THENN....it was raining at my house and not at joshs so he and mayer decided that they should walk over to see the rain lol...It stopped raining when they got there and the puddles on the ground apparently weren't enough proof for those losers :) SO we decided to walk and get some ice cream, but mayers a hippie so i had to go into my house and find him some shoes. Apparently i was for sale by owner lmao! I had good talks with those 2, one shocking HEAD-SMACKING story lol!

Uhmmmmm now im about to go take my bible final...o what funn, then out to lunch with leor, chud and possibly some others...Leave comments<3<3

Finals Week.....day one.....

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 00:15:13 GMT

Alrighty....so today was not so bad..i think deserving of an update...
So this morning i got up and got dressed and ate breakfast while reviewing for the physics final...
then i went to skool and took the lovely phsyics final. Which really was not all that lovely, i really don't know how i did, i mean i tried and i deff. got some things right. I walked out of that room and i'm like hell yesss no more physics ever<3<3 Damn i hated that class!
Anyways...
After that i cleaned chuds locker for him cause im just that nice :) Then we found some kool kids who were sick of studying for the civ. final and we went and played on the playground for a bit. That was fun...swings never go out of style...
Then my mom came and took me, chud, liz, carly and meryl for yummy 7-11!!! That was nice..good to get out of the jcc for a while....
We got back and took the history final which was interesting. I'm still not sure how i felt about it...the essay questions were the easiest part of the test..o well glad thats over with!!!
Then my dad came and took me and chud back to my house and that was really chill...exactly what i neeeded....its been so long since i've come home from skool with nothing to worry about. It was fun we just talked and chilled...hmmm love that kid<3
And now i'm here updating cause i know all of you are so very interested in my life...
I am having a spaz right now...only 20 days until western. This summer is sure to be amazing..I miss my camp girls so much...i truly can't wait loves<3
Can i just tell you all how big an effect this one year at jamd has had on me. Serisouly this skool and everyone in it has taught me endless things about life and about myself. Seriously all 52 of the jewish academy freshman have left a mark with me. I know i will be friends with you guys forvever. This year i have learned how to actually be Danielle (sally and alyse would be so proud lol) I serisouly can't wait to see what the next three years has in store for us all....
I LOVE YOU ALL MAD EXTREME AMOUNTS.....
Leave one if you lovee mee<3<3<3 xoxoxoxox

Waste of ur time update<3

Mon, 30 May 2005 23:18:11 GMT

Sometimes i'm not sure if all of you understand....
this time i'll try and make it VERY clear....
I LOVE LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything and everyone is just lovely....

27 Days baby! W3= Mad insane hardcore LOVE

Comment with how lovely your life is right now<3 xOx

yay for BIRTHDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 23 May 2005 23:48:51 GMT

OMG....wow this has been seriosuly the most amazing birthday i've had in soooooooooo long!!!!!!!
O.K.- So everyone has been so so so so sweet to me for my birthday and so im gonna go through and thank everyone who made today seriously fantastic!!!!

Chud- I love you so much! You really mean the world to me....thanks SO much for EVERYTHING u do for me, on my birthday and always<3 (no one wants to listen to me ramble on about you... u already know that you mean so much to me)

Leor- I seriously don't kno where i would be without you! You were so so sweet to organize the ipod thing i love you so very much! Friends forever!

Samantha Rachel Cutler- Woah, you are so so sweet thanks for going in on the ipod thing and all the birthday ims. Can't wait only 34 days <3 youu

Mellisa- Omg u are so so so funny, i'm so glad i got to know you this year and thanks for going in on the ipod thing and for comming saturday1 <3 you like woah

Hannah- Where would i be without you love! You are such an amazing friend, we always have a blast together! Thanks so much for my adorable party and going in on the ipod. Jake ate the cake<3 Love ya!

Liz- Liz, you are such an awesome unique person, im so glad we got to know each other this year! I can't wait to become better friends with you...thanks for going in on the ipod... SO MUCH LOVE!

Meryl- WoWie, you are such a kool kid...u never fail to make me laugh and u r truly a genuine friend! Thanks so much for thr ipod and comming saturday and everything! Lots of lovee

Elyse Divorkin- Elyse i love you oh so so much! You are so great to talk to and i love how you are always there for me! 34 days=LOVE.....I LOVEEEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!Thanks for going in on the ipod

Shubin- GOsh i wish you didn't live so far away! You are so so amazing and you always are here for me to talk to...its so perfect! Can't wait for our millions of talks we r gonna have this summer lol....love you like OMG WTF WOAH lol...thanks for going in on the ipod

Carly Layne Rosen- There just aren't words for how great of a friend you are! Wayy to much to say...so i'll just leave it at...i love you and im always here for you...thanks for going in on the ipod...

Raquel- Yay....you are the sweetest person ever! and you are so so funny....thanks for going in on the ipod....can't wait for summer its gonna be a blast! Thanks for everything you do for me babe...much love

Yafa- Yay...wow im so glad we met this year! I don't know where i would be without you...the greatest locker neighbor ever lol! Thanks for the card, the tiger, the sign and going in on the ipod...love you!

Teddie- wowie....i am so so glad we became close! I would be lost without you love! Thanks so much for the adorable bag and going in on the ipod....love you tons and tons!

Baruch- So SO SO glad we are friends. you are so funny and i really feel like i can trust you! Thanks so much for going in on the ipod love you!!

Sam F- Im so glad we are friends this year! You are always here for me and i love you so so much....i lovee my purse and the sign thanks they r cutee

Douggy- Im so glad i got to meet you this year! I hope to become better friends with you! Thanks for the gift card!

And everyone else for all your birthday texts and ims and phone calls and hugs and general birthday love! You are all super de duper and i love you oh so much!!!!!!!!!!

k now i reeeeaallly need to go study...if i forgot anyone you know i love you!

Leave comments!

43 Days<3<3<3<3

Sat, 14 May 2005 12:20:53 GMT

43 Dayss........

Do you understand.....just 43 Days<3

No big update cause i could not do justice to my life right now with only words<3

CommEnt if ur just that kool!!!!!!

*I lost secretary elections.....o well*

*Congrats to L.S.S.L, Michael and Ferber....you guys will do a beyond amazing job*

* Cedar Point MOnday baby*

*10 days until my birthday*

I LOVE YOU<3

Update time!!!!!!!!!1

Sun, 08 May 2005 17:38:04 GMT

Hey Guys!

k so its been a while since my last update. This was the first week back from break and it really wasn't all that great. Nothing really happened at skool this week except monday. Yeah that was really sad and scary. Anyway wed. we went to the capital for choir and it was pretty stupid aside from the fact that i got to spend my whole day with chud...that was amazing! So far the weekend has been pretty kool....friday i didn't do anything really and then on saturday i went to chuds house and we hung out and watched almost famous and that was SO fun! I love that movie now! I seriosuly always have the greatest time ever with him, its like the world stops and for a while everything is completly perfect! ANyway today im just doing homework and w/e......

In general right now everything is great and i really am just so happy! Everyone that is like apart of my life is so so important to me and i love them all so so much!

Sry for the tottaly pointless update lol......ummmmm something interesting next time i promise

*WonderFul CountDowns*

49 Days till WESTERN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7 days till Physcis Cedar Point day!!!!!

15 days till my birthday!!!!!

10 days till LEORs Birthday<3

24 days left of skool!!!!!!

wow i just counted down my whole life lol!

Leave one if you love me<3

Picturess<3

Sun, 01 May 2005 21:08:21 GMT

SaMMi and beth.....wowie <3 u girls

<3 youu

BeauTifuL....love this pic

Sarah and beth.....loves

Everyone....before i got there lol

I <3<3 Elyse!!!

COney in birmingham

I make this stupid face in EVER picture lol

CeLL phone picture timee lol

Back @ Sammis

Breakfast time....yuck my hair looks sick

Wowie im a silly girl lol

Samantha Rachel Cutler is one sexyy chef lol

Playying assholee lol

yeaaaa.....i deff stole all these pics from sammi lol....such a funn night....i love you girls like NO OTHER!!!!!

COmmEnt and tell me how BEAUTIFUL my camp friends r lol<3

Pesach BreaK 2005 was HOTT!!!!!!!

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 22:09:12 GMT

Hey guyss.....ok so i figured i would update about my whole break which was really quite amazing.....i'm able to realize now how lucky i am and how really great things r in my life right now....so here goes.....

Thursday: After skool chuddy came over and we just hung out and went to the movies.....very chill night....but i always have the best time ever when im with him!

Friday: chill dayy nothing happened that i remember.....

Saturday: Woke up......went to work out and then out 2 lunch and then came home and chilled and went 2 seder later...prettty boring

Sunday: WOke up.....hung out around my house.....and then went 2 seder later which was just w/e

Monday: Movie day with chud.....we got a buncha random movies and watched them at my house....it was SO MUCH FUN<3.....and i noww have a new love for breakfast club lol....once again a perfect day<3......dont really remember what happended when he went home...

Tuesday: hung out around my house i think lol....i really dont remember lol

Wednesday: Mall with my grandma.....got 2 new shirts and a necklace and then i came home and we decided we were having a party at meryls lol.....So i went to pick up chudnow and we went to Meryls very very kool house and then mayer and mellissa and marnie came over! It was quite fun cause i lovee those kids like woah....we talked and stuff and then decided to go on a walk....fun night<3

Thursday: went 2 the mall again lol with hannah.....fun fun....a got a new skirt and a cute top that im just im love with lol....i love that girl, always fun times!! Came home and chud and i decided we were gonna go see pippin at wbhs cause we just cant get enuf of those public skool kidss lol....we got there and of course mellissa was there....the play was adorable i liked it alot!

Friday: Woke up....hung out and made plans....went 2 olgas for lunch with my mom lol and then came home and got ready. Then we went and picked up chud and we went to the movies....we saw the interpreter which was not such a great movie w/e i still had such an amzing time....i love that kid lol! Then chuds brother picked us up and drove me home and then i got my stuff and went to sammi's<3 Omg it was so so so amazing to see u all again! I am in mad insane love with Beth, Sarah, Sammi, Elyse and Laura! Coney for dinner in birmingham and then we saw a lot like love! It was pretty cute...omg we were like the oldest kids in birmingham lol....their were like flipping 8th graders EVERYWHERE! and elyse my love almsot got hit by a car lol and i really can't believe how stupid those kids were......seriosuly... how can u b that stupid lol. Then laurs mom came and picked us all up and drove us back 2 sammis.....we ate of course cause we r piggies lol....and watched some oc and looked at camp pictures<3 We did roses and thorns b4 bed gosh i fucking miss itso much.....Then sammi and i woke up from a stupid woodpecker lol....then we all got up and made chocolate chip pankakes for breakfast...it was yummy...we played asshole amd then i went home....i miss u girls already...so much love<3

Latley i have just been like WOAH im so fucking lucky and so happy with everything right now....and i love love love u all!

*Comment about ur break or just comment with love<3

I <3 u more than u kno!!!!!!

aLL you need is love<3

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 01:12:24 GMT

Sooooo......today was amazing.....i'll try and capture it for you......

Well recently I've been feeling really good. Even though some things in my life have been not exactly perfect, there is one place I can turn to and be truly happy. Nothing I've ever experienced has given me as much joy as spending time with chud. Every moment with him is heaven...There aren't words to describe how I feel for him, and every second I spend with him, I wish I could have that second play over in my mind forever! if this is what real love feels like, then I think I like it <3

Wise words from a wise kid who i just happen to love like NO other<3

cOmmeNt if u like<3 xOx

Hey loverss

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 14:46:58 GMT

OmG i'm soooooooooo bored....i'll update later about 2day which should b funn......

[[ f i r s t s ]]

First Best Friend: no clue lol that’s sadd L
First break-up: 9^th gradee lol what a loser
First screen name: mo5fan16 <3 for old skool tamarack
First self purchased album: no cluee
First funeral: none so far
First pets: turtle named shelly
First piercing/tattoo: none
First true love: ummmmm not sure…prob. Right now
First enemy: no idea

[[ l a s t s ]]

Last car ride: on the way back from seder last nightt
Last kiss: Thursday<3
Last good cry: its actually been a while….that’s surprising
Last movie seen: fever pitch<3
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: life saver
Last crush: chud lol
Last phone call: ummmmm no idea
Last time showered: a couple hours ago
Last shoes worn: uggs cause its been damn cold
Last item bought: starbucks vanilla bean frappacicino<3<3<3
Last annoyance: boredom
Last time wanting to die: ummmm prob. January 2^nd

[[ r e l a t i o n s h i p s ]]
Who is your best friend? A have a few amazing friends
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yess

[[ s p e c i f i c s ]]
Do you do drugs? nope
What kind of shampoo do you use? Brilliant brunette
What are you most scared of? Shots….so flipping scary
What are you listening to right now? Wonderwall my love
Who is the last person that called you? Ummmm prob. Carly from fl…gosh I miss her lol
Where do you want to get married? Shul I guess
What would you change about yourself? Lotsa things

[[ h a v e | y o u | e v e r ]]
Smoked? no
Bungee jumped? No…..but that would b kool
Made yourself throw up? No don’t think so

Skinny dipped? Ummmm……
Ever been in love? I may just be right now
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Lol prob. Last night….i do it aLL the time
Pictured your crush naked? no
Cried when someone died? Ummmm I dunno many ppl who died
Lied? yea
Fallen for your best friend? Yeahh in like elementary skool or something
Been rejected? yup
Rejected someone? Don’t think so
Used someone? no
Done something you regret? yeaa

[[ n u m b e r ]]

Of times i have had my heart broken: once
Of hearts i have broken: dunno hopefully none
Of guys i've kissed: I would have to say 2
Of girls i've kissed: none
Of continents i have lived in: uno
Of tight friends: a feww
Of cds i own: ummm like 15…..not a lot
Of scars on my body: ummmm I dunno

That was funn lol.....cOmment<3 xOx

There are truly no words for this feeling<3

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 12:27:25 GMT

Okkkk..........Pesach BreAk 05' is GOnna b HOTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GosH, i'm soooo happy to b on break u have no cluee!! So.......about yesterday......

SkOoL: PreTTy boring, nothing special happended really, Then after skool chud came over 2 my house and we just like hung out and it was tonss of fun! Seriously my parents r stupid but w/e! Then we went out 2 eat b4 the movies and GUESS WHO was there........

RAQUEL LEAH COHEN....wOwie i think u stalk us lovely jk lol u kno i love u but this is gettin crazy lol

anYway, after an interesting dinner went 2 the movies

WHO GOES TO THE MOVIES ON A THURSDAY NIGHT<3

The movie was adorable! sO 2 all of u reading this my day prob. didn't sound like the funnest thing in the world but 2 me it was AMAZIng......Their really r'nt words for this, but its perfect....i hope EVERY SINGLE day of break can b just like last night!

CaLL 2 hang out over break........i <3 you sO flippIng muchh<3 xOx

cOMment if u looove me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cause maybe.......

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 02:48:57 GMT

I'm not who i want to be......

Who am I??

P.S- I bought hott pink converse 2night lol

CommEnt Plz!!!!!!!!!!!!

Take me away, take me far away from here<3

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 23:10:32 GMT

*ToP 10 ReaSons to SMILE*

1. I LOVE YOU!
2. 74 DaYs till WESTERN, which means 74 days until i can spend every day with my best friends in the whole wide world<3
3. 6 skoOL days leFt tiLL breaK baby!
4. Its BeAutIfuL outside!!!!!!!!!
5. The Princess BriDe was adorable- everyone who was in it-u guys were unbelievable
6. Our Lovley bible drawings
7. I haVe the best friends in the whooole world- u guys r amazing
8. My skOoL is the funniest place ever
9. BeTh is comming in in like 16 dayss<3
10. and lastly, because who doesn't like to smile!

Its been wayy too long since i've actually been this happy.....right now everything is so good, i wish it could be just like this forever

I Love u aLL to the moon and back and then back again<3 xOx DaNieLLe raCheL

* cOmmEnt with love*

Cause maybe your gonna be the one that saves me<3

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 21:35:00 GMT

wOah......so much has happend since my last update....so here goes,

MOnday: wOw, monday was the saddest day in a really long time! Ok, so i was in such an amazing mood in the morning until minyan. Dr. Cohen went and read a letter from elizabeth, she was diagnosed with cancer. I was so omg upset, i like could not stop crying! I'm so so so scared for her, shes so amazing, why does she have to be sick? She is the last person on earth who needs this! LikE, nothing like this has ever happend to anyone so close to me and now its just unbelievable. The rest of my day was pretty messed up from that, except after skool when i got 2 hang out with chuddy! It was only for a little while but it was still pretty fun<3

TuesDay: Ughhhhh really boring day! I have the worst classes ever on tuesday and all i wanted was for us to be on passover break already, GOSH! Then i got picked up early and went 2 birmingham to have my hair done! It was really straight lol, then i went back 2 skool and picked up LeOr. We came back to my house and chilled and talked online and stuff, then we got ready and went to the fc dinner. It was pretty fun, even though i didn't get to hang out with somone as much as i would have liked too. Then we came home and went to sleeep...

Todayy: Went to skool, yay my favorite day!!! English was ok.... and then Rabbinincs<3 Then lunch- i'm obsessed with the weather its so sunny and its amazing to be able to eat outside again. Then hebrew which was pretty queer and then bible which was again amazing! Hahahaha we r so cute sitting outside on the hill with our teacher wearning no shoess lol :)

Nowww i'm at home doing my shitload of homework, but im still the happiest girl in the world! Latley everything has been turning out for the best and im just really happy right now! I realize how i have so many amazing ppl in my lifee and i love them aLL!!!

CaN i just tell you how fucking excited i am for passover break baby- 11 more days loves!!
and western OMFG its gonna be beyond belief- 81 dayss<3

I love you all to the moon and back :) LeaVe coMMentsss xOx daNieLLe raCheL

P.s> sOmethings been on my mind latley, and its such a silly thing, i wish i wasn't so scared because like really....yeah

If ever these questions were yours what would you say<3

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 21:31:25 GMT

Heyy!!!!!!!!!

sO its been a little while since my last update...and i kno ur all dying to hear what i have to sayy lol
2dayy- Borrrriiinnngggg like woaH
Physics: MovIe= wayyy to boring for me to handle lol
Minyan: learners minyan can kiss my ass....it always makes us late!!!!
WesTern cIv: w/e....played a review game
Math:uhhhhh yea....can u say booorrriiinngggg
*LuNcH*- hUng out with chuddy who thankfully didn't have to go to honors lol...im so glad hes back<3
sPanIsh: rickky martin lol.....went outside 4 a bit with teddis and chuddy
CHoIr- Ok....

Anyways... Chuddy got me an adorable braclet from nyc and i love it!!! I dunno 2day was kinda weird, i was in like a really whiny mood lol! andd some ppl really should just mind their own bussiness! I think i figured out something really important today....Im such an annoying person, like seriosuly i whine and never smile anymore so it makes ppl not wanna b around me. YucK and i so don't wanna b like that...so now im gonna just try and b more happy i guess...because like 2day i was totally obnoxious and like i didn't even mean to b...i was just like upset and w/e it was stupid! I'm really trying to change now, cause i realize all the shitty things about me and i hate it. I feel really really worthless....like im good for nothing. Its not like i actually do anything with me life...i mean really....WoW

I really dont like the person i am...fat, ugly, stupid and good 4 nothing at all....
I'm excited for this weekend tho....pump it up should b fun and i hope i get 2 hang out with some kool kids!!!!! I'm so omg excited cause 2mmorow i get to turn in this one massive project that has been really stressing me....so that'll b amazing!

WOw this was the shitties entry ever....it made no sense lol.......but....
Comment anywayss my Lovess <3 xOx DaNieLLe raCheL

Sadies updaTe<3

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 21:35:04 GMT

Hey hottIes.....so saides was sO fuN!....
First a buncha ppl and me went 2 decorate at the place and got 2 miss A&A so that was flipping awesomee! Then hannahs dad drove leor and i back 2 my hizzle where we talked online and then got readyyy!!!
lol omg i hated how i looked....but leor looked BEAUTIFUL!!!! so then we took some pics (check the picture trail soon) and went 2 champs! Omg so mucH fun...we went 2 dinner with....
R.G,D.C,D.D,B.G,
S.P,M.R,D.C,B.K,M.E,L.S.L,T.O,
S.F,H.P,M.F,A.G,M.A,S.A....
OmG i <3 those kiddss so much...everyone looked amazing! SOmeOne...made like 300 toasts lol hmmmm, and i guess it was hannahs b-day lmao. SO then we all went to the dance, it was pretty fun...i can't explain how obsessed i am with my jamd kids<3 I had such an amazing time with chuddy :) l8er leor and i came home and chillaxed....funn night!

DOn't feel like writting more right now....everythings AMAZING<3
LeaVe coMments LOversss<3 xOx DanieLle racHeL

Every new begining comes from some other beginings end<3

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 23:57:34 GMT

hEy guys, so i guess its been a while since an update so here goes....last week was ok, dont remember much about it lol! The weekend.....
Friday- shabbat dinner and watched the movie ray, which was actually really bad. It was 2 and a half hours of drugs, STUPID! Came home and did some of my homework and talked online 2 ppl!

Saturday- Woke up early and went 2 shul. aFter that went out 2 lunch with the fam and then came home and did homework and talked online some more....Later went to a family dinner thing which was nothing special and then came home to do nothing other than HOMEWORK!

Sunday- woke up early 2 go to drivers ed :) I got 2 drive there lol. Omg class was so boorriiing, we sat their listening to Cheryl tell us we were stupid! then i got picked up early and got to drive to my cousins bat-mitzvah party which was all they way at great lakes crossing! YaY for lots of driving lol, i didn't crash oncee. The party was kool i guess, hung out with carly and liz the whole time! Those girls r so kool! Then i drove home and did some more homework, and now im here!

Wow, i just cant stop smiling, for once everything seems pretty kool and im wayy beyond excited 4 sadies on tuesday! o yea..its gonna b pimp lol

Only one thing kinda sucks- some people totally have forgotten about me, and i miss them so much and im so sry if i ever did anything to make u guys feel like i didn't want 2 b friends with you anymore. I wish you would have called me 2 see if i could have gone :(

anyways...im so excited right now...things r,
dare i say almost perfect!

<3 u aLL, cOMment Lotss

There are many things that i would like to say to you<3

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 23:19:11 GMT

Hey gUys.....
sO 2day was PuRe sHIt!!!
i Looked like absolute shit the whole day,
I'm so fucking stupid....and....
yet again maybe one person talked 2 me all day!

Physics- did a lab....i'm so bad at everything in that class!
English- This is the only class i'm actually fine with lol!
Western cIv.- Manor thing....w/e
Rabbinics- Love that class....its interesting 2 me and at least ppl talk 2 me in that class
LuncH- sTudent Goverment Meeting....i'm really worried about not getting elected again next year because most of you seem not 2 like me
Algebra- I am by far the stupidest girl in that class....i seriously dont get anything! HATE IT!
Hebrew- not bad.....that stupid workbook is gonna kill me tho lol
SpaNish- hahahahahahahah OmfG this was 4 sure the highlight of my day....here's what happened....so Daniel threw something at carly and carly screams SHIT at the top of her lungs....Seneora heard her and goes no, no, no.... sHit is Mierdo! hahahahhahahahahaha Omg we were dying....Best day ever in that class<3
Bible- w/e it was fine....passed notes lol!

wOw i have the most boring life ever! I dont kno y i even waste my time writting it down....I seriously Can NOT wait 4 westerm... we r gonna have the fucking summer of our lives! I really wanna have a party lol!
I should b doing homework right now but w/e lol.....caLL me!

cOmmeNt without ur name and tell me what u REALLY, HONESTLY think about me....and i'll try and guess who u r lol<3 xOx DaNieLLe rAcHeL